Autumnal Awe

The leaves along the creek have turned a bright lemon yellow and the breeze shakes them from the trees like falling snow. I sometimes forget how much I love the fall. Perhaps because I grew up in a largely coniferous forest the thrill of autumn colours was not ingrained in me like my love of the sweetly warm and fragrant summers of the west coast, and the rare and precious snowfalls that sparkled for a few days, sometimes just hours. Sacred seasons of warm green and diamond white, with flowers and a little orange dabbed here and there on the rainy shoulders of the year, subtler to me somehow. Not until Denmark did I experience the thrill of a deciduous forest lighting up in colours so bright against the dark blue of a fall sky, your breath catches. I was not accustomed to such glory. To be shocked by such beauty left me slightly dazed, and does even now when I think of it. But I still never expect fall splendour and so when it comes I am dazzled beyond words and I go around with my mouth open and cliches upon my lips and my camera poised to try to capture a golden, burning, rusty riot of colour upon the arms of the gentlest living beings, until they softly shed their glorious cloaks and stand naked for months as frost covers their refuse thick up in the ground. Oh the beauty of trees! And the sigh of the wind through their branches. But fall is also the creek winding through the soft carpeted forest floor, and the sun still warm where it shines, and the cool shadow, and the song of the birds, and the brilliance of the stars as the nights grow colder. I love it. What words could ever capture such majesty and such mystery as this living breathing earth. As a living breathing part of this planet I am obsessed with it, and sometimes wish we could live forever, together with our loved ones upon this wild and breathtaking earth. We have our season like the leaves, like the trees. We must live, and love, with just as much colour.

Cricket Lore

Insects know their purpose
So much so it can boggle the mind
How can you be so sure
Crickets
Their perfect summer song
waivers only in self-protection
Ants, spiders, yellow jackets
They act with a certainty
backed by eons of interacting
with the earth as one
Dragonfly, praying mantis
They do not try
To tame this green planet
Ladybugs.
Beetles.
What strange and beautiful names we give to insects.
June bug, silverfish, cockroach
Wasp     butterfly     no-see-um.
Poetry in motion.
Words as intricate as spiders’ webs,
sitting
on the page
like dew drops      suspended      in spider homes.
or
Those strings of silk that hang from the trees
in spring
With little caterpillars dangling at their ends,
ready to drop onto your clothes
unnoticed.
Three out of every four creatures on this earth are insects.
We spend much time
stamping on them
sweeping them out of corners
spraying ourselves with poisons
to keep them away
But they have the true reign over this planet.
Cicada
Grasshopper
Bumblebee.
Nature’s raw beauty and brutality.
Damsel flies, wood bugs
and
demodicids          those tiny bugs
that live in the roots of our eyelashes
so small
we could never notice them if we tried.

The muse may very well be a spider
Weaving words like
Threads
Sometimes close together
or     spread
far     apart
Sometimes exquisite
Magical as the dew that
Reflects the sun’s first light
Sometimes
A sticky mass of confusion
Ready to break apart
at the gentlest affront
Better luck next time

As summer marches proudly
Over the mountains
Into our gardens
The talk of the town
Mosquitoes birth themselves
In still water and hum towards
Campsites and family of deer.
Termite, tick, moth.
Grasshopper, lacewing, horse fly.
The warmth sends us
hurrying from our homes
like bees from smoke
moths toward the flame
Our pale winter hides
may be burned by hot May sun
but at last
with the summer breeze on our skin
the smell of salt and warm earth
cottonwood and blueberry
at last we begin to remember
who we are
and where we came from
listening to the crickets
singing their stories of creation
into the night

Written May 2014

Photo by Steven Bethune
Photo by Steven Bethune